i’ve been neglecting tumblr for far too long, and so much has happened.
Im back at school now, and it feels right. The smells immediately brought me back, but im nervous for some reason. I didnt really know why, i dont have a whole lot to be nervous about in the first place.
Then i saw her, and i knew why i had been nervous. Nothing ever happens as you expect it to, but when i finally saw her and talked to her things went differently than i ever could have imagined. All of a sudden i’m left questioning things i thought i had found peace with, and the more i think about it the more i realize i never made peace with anything, just shoved all of my feelings and emotions under the rug and pretended they didnt exist.
It’s time to get my life back in order, and get my head screwed on straight, because its the only way I will ever feel complete again